A NIGHTMARE, I'm telling you,,,,needless to say,,I immediately begin taking the antibiotic,,,,,,oh please don't take my toe. I usually can see the brighter side of things,,,but I'm afraid I can't with this... It COULD get the best of me so fast,,,,,,,,,,so fast,,,,,,,,,, I try to protect myself from germs and such,,,,but how did I get this,,,,,,I just can't handle bacteria,,,,,,,,,
I also had a sleep study done on Tuesday night and guess what??? (you know it's going to be bad, don't you???? Everything I have anymore is negative,,,,,,,) the tech said that I had sleep apnea, but that the Dr would talk to me about it. And I have an appt with him next wed. To tell the truth I didn't sleep very well there, so many wires, I was hooked up to,,I kept waking up and couldn't stay asleep,,,,,I felt like I had little fevers all night long and I have noticed today, that I still have them,,,could be with the infection and all.....whew ,,,,,,,will this ever end????? Yes, it will,,,,someday,,,,and you never know when it will be,,,,,but I'm ready.......got ready when I was 16, bowed at an alter,,,when God saved me,,,,,,,,,and one day,,,,,,,,one day he'll call me home,,,,,,,
My cousin didn't show,,at the revival,,,I hope he hasn't put it off too long,,,,,,remember he is 89,,,,
OK, Ms Shela, you have had your moment, now let's get back to fighting...there is nothing you cannot do, and what is a toe, just one little thing, yes I know it might seem awful, but God might want this toe to give you a new one later....Shela, keep singing, I need you to....
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ReplyDeleteWhy would they think that you would be looking at amputation without knowing what is wrong with your toe in the first place? Surely they have an idea of the diagnosis or they wouldn't say you would likely lose it.
Also, we wonder why they didn't fit you with a C-PAP if you have sleep apnea...they usually do that the same night so you don't have to go back...so maybe it's not too severe...a person can hope!
I like Wanda May's comment...you will have to look on the brighter side of things...you just have to! Like Bro. J.C. preached only weeks ago, sometimes bad things happen to good people. Just look to God for strength and comfort and He will provide...we just have to be willing to let Him! (Now, that was my serious spiel; what I really wanted to say was, "now you have to put your big girl drawers on and fight this thing!" :p
You can do this Aunt Shela!! You WILL beat this thing. I liked both your comments. You have been through to much and got through it to let this get you. I love you!
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